烦？

我这才发现，原来不是我心烦。

My first blood donation and my first failed blood donation

Hai... a sad day today. I got my dad to sign the consent form for the blood donation. Got to the venue in school at around 1. Filled in lots of stuff, took a kind of simple blood test Gave an interview on why i wanna donate blood. Waited again...till 2.30. Then i sat on the chair where they were just a few minutes from drawing my blood. " I'm so sorry..i cant find your vein, so cannot take the blood."

wow.

i guess i'll try again next time.

can't sleep

For the first time in JC, i couldnt sleep during econs lecture. I forced myself you know, to make me sleep. My eyes were closed but my brain just couldnt stop whirring, which made me really pissed...no, more like frustrated. Imagine you being rolled tightly up in a blanket and you are struggling to get out but just couldnt. That always freak me out, so dont try it at home pals.

well a few days back, i saw an uncle of perhaps 40 plus years. He was pushing his bicycle on the BUS LANE AGAINST the TRAFFIC (i mean really in the middle of the bus lane in broad daylight,sometimes even cutting to the middle lane), disregarding all the horns and blares of cars and buses alike.

The interesting thing was that he was wearing a safety helmet. I really wonder what the hell he was thinking, or seeing. Is he trying to make a statement? or is he trying to kill himself?


Well the least he could do was to throw that helmet away.

脚踏车

大概是前几天吧，差不多凌晨十二点多， 在家里的我简直是闷死了。 我就决定去踏脚车， 我踏回到了旧家去看看。哇，比以前美得多， 还多了一些设备。最后到了高文的 7-11 商店买水喝便回家了。

回家的路途看见一位大约四，五十岁的妇女。她在一个巴士车站喂猫。那时候大概是凌晨一点半。我非常好奇， 怎么这么晚还要来喂猫？家里没人陪她说话？她没孩子吗？孩子都离开她成家立事了吧。反观来看我以后会这样吗？还是个未知数。

我要尽可能长大后陪着父母， 但是现在他们真的好烦啊。是他们烦还是我心烦呢？我觉得是我心烦多。

阿哈，只是控制不了这个“烦”。

在另外一个事件，有一天我从地铁出来时，看见一位小妹妹。她穿着上衣和裙子，拿着拐杖，一拐一拐地走上楼梯。她不是脚受伤，而是少了一只右腿。

可她是从容地走上楼梯的，脸上还带着微笑。反而是无残缺的我们，总是带着一幅冰冷或似人家好像欠我们东西的表情。要整天嘻嘻哈哈，还是要每日愁眉苦脸，都是我们的选择。希望我们能多多向那位小女孩学习。