Night Cycling.

Night Cycling WILL turn out great! Looked at photos of the cycling recces with the all men team. haha laughed my ass off. after this event, i can go peacefully.... haha not yet. got to tackle my studies.

learn to accept, learn to forget, whats there to forgive if you forget? haha.

one way i learnt from a book to boost your memory: tell yourself that there really isnt any other way if you wanna get good grades . which is to study. kind of like what will you do when driven to the back of the wall? puts things into focus.

Achievement?

ok i got an A for my PW. In fact its the 1st A i encountered since my JC life. The closest i ever came to was a B no matter what.

However, one of my group members didnt get an A. For that i feel quite bad about it. Well feels like i didnt help her out enough. As a leader i feel that we should achieve together. Feels like somehow i failed her. hmm this got me thinking abut being a leader. Although many feels that being the leader of pw is pretty bullshit. But if you took this position seriously, you should feel responsible for your groupmates. didnt think i did enough at that time.

All that for thinking, got to act too.

ive got a good teacher

here today to give thanks for a great form teacher. Well it was parent teacher's meet a few days ago.

was pretty held for words and feeling tense during the meet. She put in many nice words for me - in short doing damage control. Realised many teachers do not really care about their students like that. Can say that ive been really lucky during my schooling life.

then today i asked my math teacher what if i got C for my math mid years? She said it seriously: i will treat you.

hmm got me wondering: my math is that bad? ahha got to put in more effort in memorising the formulas.